I am finally home! What’s fabulous week, I feel like I’m ready to take on another year of chaos. I’m calm and relaxed, I have so much to do today but for the first time in months I feel I can handle it. I’m not about to explode and my heart is my palpitating out of my chest. I’m taking it in my stride. I’m so relieved I’ve calmed down I thought I was going to have a heart attack before we left. I felt like I was drowning and I really couldn’t see myself feeling any better, I can’t put into words how happy I am that I feel back to normal. I’m always crazy busy but I just wasn’t coping. I’m rammed with work this week but I’m only seeing the positives of it, instead of the negatives.
Before going on holiday I try and get the house tidy so it’s nice to walk into when we’re back. Up until this year I failed miserably and walking into our home was always very disappointing! This year, while we were away I couldn’t remember what state the house was in. I wasn’t looking forward to the first impression home. But was pleasantly surprised I had done far more than I remembered!!
Today has been filled with food shopping and unpacking. There’s still more to do but I decided to have a quick coffee break. Our neighbors are away on holiday so I was looking forward to half hour peace and quiet in the garden. Sadly it seems the whole set of TOWIE has invaded their garden, the music is booming and they’re all shouting at each other over it. Guessing they’re meant to be ‘house sitting’ but it looks like a party to me!!! Hoping they all bugger off before the kids bedtimes or it’s going to be a nightmare getting them to sleep. Already I miss the quiet of where we stayed on holiday!!!
Quite a boring post there but it’s what I felt like writing today, how’s your day going? I would love to hear in the comments below!
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