Ahhhh the beauty of bipolar, I love the feeling when you start going up, I woke up today feeling far less anxious and ready for my weekend of girlie fun! After my post yesterday ‘Night out’ insecurities you lovely people left me some fabulous comments that helped slap me back into my confident bubbly self. I’m one day closer to going the excitement has really kicked in. It’s going to be amazing, I’m going to look gorgeous, I’m going to have fun.
It’s a big deal for me having a girlie weekend, I NEVER do things like this any more. Everytime I’ve started planning a night away either the panic has taken over, something has come up money wise, I’ve chicken out or fallen pregnant lol. Thank goodness none of these things happened and it’s all going to plan!! I’m really proud of myself actually for jumping out my comfort zone and diving into something I would of done years ago before I ballooned.
My dress/shoes/bag/suck in pants are ready, my hair is freshly highlighted, my nails and eyebrows are done, I’m good to go!!!
This is all I have thought about all day, therefore, you get to hear about it! I promise after this weekend I’ll have other things to write about.
Like being hungover
The kids being off school
Having tonnes of work on
Fun things like that!
*sarcasm*
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You’re gonna have a fabulous time! Enjoy yourself!!!!!!!!!!<3<3<3
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Thank u!!! 😘😘
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Keep facing those fears! I know first hand what it’s like to have those anxieties and fears. Here’s a quote I came up with today to help motivate myself to step outside my own comfort zone and go after something I’ve been putting off out of fear.
“Fear is the expression of all that endeavors to subdue. To be free, we must be dauntless.” -billie marie
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I love that, thank you so much xxxx
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The last time I strutted my funky stuff (ermm… 2004, I think), I was the biggest girl among my group of ‘friends’, and gave not one single fuck that I was the only one dancing (riding the ripples) to the heavy bass beat. I got bought 2 beers by a complete stranger, who told me I looked gorgeous, and thanked me for being there. It was a memorable night for me, and my husband had a blue fit when he was told by the husbands of some of the women I had been there with, which really made my day. 😀
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Hahaha I’m the first one up to dance too!!! 😂😂😂 I bet it made ur day!! Xx
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Free beer and compliments… it sure did. 😀
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😂😂😂 treat him mean keep him keen xxx u r the expert!!! 😜
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I hope you have a blast, and don’t crash afterwards! (That’s always my problem…lol)
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lol I’m 100% sure I will 😂 sadly what goes up must come down! I wish there was middle ground!!xxx
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If only…not even with meds 😕😕 c’est la vie…lol
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Yeah me too! My extremes aren’t as bad but the most ‘normal’ I get is quite numb but really nervous lol xxx
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I know the feeling exactly. I almost make myself not feel so that I dont feel too much…and even that is exhausting!
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It really is. I secretly love being manic but after a while I’m drained lol xxx
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I think everyone loves being the good kind of manic…that’s why we go off our meds, isnt it?? 😉😉
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Do you know since I started them I have never stopped taking them! I’m really proud of myself for that. I get mega sick physically and mentally really quick if I even miss one tab! Xxxx
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I can’t tell much of a difference…I’m waiting for DNA test results now to make sure I’m on the best meds for my body…lol we shall see!!
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Oh bless u, hope the find the right one for u xxxx
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Me too, thanks for the chat! Hopevyou have a great weekend!!
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Any time Hunni! Thank u!! Xxx
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YAAAA!!! Have fun, enjoy it, do EVERYTHING I wouldn’t do, and write all about it tomorrow 😉
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Haha I promise you I will!!! I’m going tomorrow so the crazy post about the night will hopefully be up on Sunday when I’m hung over and throwing up xxx
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hahahaha got the mental image now hahaha
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Don’t worry I will be describing every little detail to the max, b prepared for more mental images coming your way!!! Xxx
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can’t wait!!
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