Ahhhh the beauty of bipolar, I love the feeling when you start going up, I woke up today feeling far less anxious and ready for my weekend of girlie fun! After my post yesterday ‘Night out’ insecurities you lovely people left me some fabulous comments that helped slap me back into my confident bubbly self. I’m one day closer to going the excitement has really kicked in. It’s going to be amazing, I’m going to look gorgeous, I’m going to have fun.
It’s a big deal for me having a girlie weekend, I NEVER do things like this any more. Everytime I’ve started planning a night away either the panic has taken over, something has come up money wise, I’ve chicken out or fallen pregnant lol. Thank goodness none of these things happened and it’s all going to plan!! I’m really proud of myself actually for jumping out my comfort zone and diving into something I would of done years ago before I ballooned.
My dress/shoes/bag/suck in pants are ready, my hair is freshly highlighted, my nails and eyebrows are done, I’m good to go!!!
This is all I have thought about all day, therefore, you get to hear about it! I promise after this weekend I’ll have other things to write about.
Like being hungover
The kids being off school
Having tonnes of work on
Fun things like that!
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